Black Outs




When the mind goes blank and nothing comes on paper ....it is so aagh !!!
Where did my ideas go the creative genius in me where are you ?????????
Why do i feel like i have been hit on the head with a baton ...or like the hindi serial heroine who very conveniently gets amnesia to give a twist in the story ........
Sometimes it is like that .....do u know how many times i wrote and rubbed and wrote and tore and wrote and sat shocked that oh how badly can i write ... Sometimes it is a black out ...oh yes it is ... Hmmmmm now what was i thinking , what did i want to do today first things in the morning , what mail was i supposed to send , what did i just say now , what did you just say now ....oh God am i loosing my mind ...
Oh no it is perfectly normal to have a black out once in a while ..... Enjoy it while i lasts ( hope u dont forget some really important things to be done .........the boss could really give u hell for that )
See my temporary black out has made me write so much ...i know it is nothing ...But black outs are facts of life ........
Sometimes you push your glasses over your head and spend hours searching for them ..Keep your helmet and search for it , speak on your mobile and search for it ( ha ha h a) , forget the number of your best friend ...that number u remember backwards otherwise !!!
Go to a room and come out and wonder why you walking about , Call a person ten times to tell him something really important and the minute he responds forget that you even called him Going with your shirt and night pajamas to office , opening your mouth and smiling like an idiot wondering why you even opened your mouth .
Ok now am having it totally ....what was i writing , why was i writing ...who am i ????????

Comments

Seema B Menon said…
i wish i had a permanent blackout...

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