The Lonely Heart ...

The Lonely Heart

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Years on end I have wandered ,

Searching for the impossible ....

Hunger and sleep I have forsaken ,

Even when hopes were feeble !

Just a glimpse I needed ...

Just a moment of peace ,

Before the very last breath in me 

Just a minute of ease ...

Was it cruel was it fate ,

That suddenly i was face to face 

When hopes and all i had burnt ,

Then why now , after all i learnt ...

My treasure was no longer mine  ,

I realised with an aching heart  ,

Tears of blood rushed out and free ,

There was ache in every part !

Its you i searched for all these years ,

Its you for whom i lived ,

Its you , its you and only you 

For this glimpse fate i wud forgive ...

I ripped it out , this bleeding heart 

And lay it at his feet ,

Each drop is shed , and shed for u 

In a hope that we wud meet ...

 Just touch it once and u shall feel

A lifetime of  endless pain 

For every painful moment lived , 

for more losses than a gain ...

At his mercy my soul lay 

Waiting to be freed ...

For his love this heart so ached 

True love this was indeed ...

But as she waited ,  patiently 

With all her love  and want 

He did not pick her bleeding heart 

He said i simply cant !

She said i am ready , i can wait

For a day more than forever 

Just a moment of love is all i need 

 Sleepless nights there will be never 

I am tied and i am bound

To another cant u see

I never wanted , i never will 

For u to be with me ...

This soul will never be free again 

This heart will never heal ,

The life will just drift away 

I wish this u would feel ...

A life without u , i do not seek 

The world is lone and vast , 

And as he watched , the heart went still

The soul it breathed its last ...